English in talk - most in writing

Okay, I have to admit something.
I have always told about how annoying I though english was.. how much I hated it, and how much I wish all of us didn't have to learn it!
But what can I say? ... I have the felling, that no matter what, if you started learn a langauge and some words and some things suddenly makes sense to you, and you find people who is able to use the laguage in such a creative way... you might in the end start loving it..
Okay, I have to say, I have started to understand the love for english - a bit!
German I have always been in love with! - but not english!
Now, I just really want to be able to write english - in a good way, with a big vocabulary and great grammar and be able to play with the language!
You can even read it now... How bad I am to write nice english! It sounds like shit xD
And of course, to SPEAK it is the most important!! - But the hardest for me as well... I'm very bad at speaking.. always... and I'm to shy. I just really need to practise!
So you can say.. It is actually a very good thing. 'Cause now I want to be able to talk and write english fluent, just like I want to with German. And I tell you; I am going to learn it! This gonna happen, I gonna be able to talk these two languages fluent.

Welcome!! - Oh Thank you!

 yeah this is me, who? me...
I think this is my... 15th blog or so... what the fuck am I doing? I have no idea...
My other blog, which I love, is in danish.. and I began to think that it might be a problem..
I wonna try something here! I really want to! - so.. this is a experiment! And I - as well - need to practise some english!
So welcome.. How wonderful it would be if this blog will be successful!